* Guilt Stricken! All since Fri.. Realli regret 4 wad i did.. Din know pain could strike so deep in my heart.. Countless thorns rushin at my heart! *SoBs* Din know how emotions could hurt so much 2 sum1 so fake and masked like me.. Actions do pay more than e price of anything.. Regretz nv came so complex and lastin in me.. Churnin in my brains.. Killin each and every single cell.. E word 'sorry' could nv mean anythin at this moment.. Guillotine, hangin, electric chair, lethal injection, gun shot nor sucidal is sufficient punishment for wad i've done.. i really feel so sorry deep down.. Regrettin wad i've done, i still dare not take 1 step 4ward even if i'm forgiven.. 4 e fear of repeatin e same mistake again is so inevitable and uncontrollable.. I so totally hate myself! Han Wei! Ur seriously Incorrigible! Wad else can i say? Its all words of a broken heart.. Emotions.. I'm sorry.. May things take its course and the boat travel in the right path..