Sunday, June 05, 2005

* e mid nite b4 ytd was a horror 2 me! juz nice at 12 am sharp then did i realize SAT paper was on ytd morn.. gosh! had tot it was on mon all along.. eyes seriously pat jiao! wads best was i ain't touched e 880 pg thick textbook yet.. costed me $30 odd but seemed like it was going 2 waste.. within tt few hrs, all i could complete was e free thin book tt was given.. i din even had time 2 finish tt.. only covered 47 pages over e total 85.. can't believe it! this was purely due 2 my last min study bad habit n also guo xiang + alan who came over at 3 am juz 2 chat wif me till 5 am.. sounds so dumb right foolish rite? at e brink of death still can find time 2 chit chat for 2 hrs in e wee hrs..
lesson learnt but unchangable: nv do last min studying!
* think i'm 2 yaya.. still had time 4 breakfast at mac b4 i went 4 e paper at ngee ann sec at 7.45am.. was seriously quite pressured and astonished by e "hardworkingness" of e other candidates.. there were students donning vj, rj and many outstanding uniforms.. every1 had somehow completed e thick book n was already doing their last dash of revision.. dunno y some even had written notes 4 something like SAT.. this really made me feel like re guo shang de ma yi.. luckily i met cheryl who somehow was in a situation like me though better a bit.. she did e tests which i din.. wads maddening was e wait 4 e start.. it took over till like 8.30 am 2 start.. gosh! standing for 45 mins was no joke! seems like a disadvantage 2 ppl at this exam venue..


* test was over only at 1 pm.. complaints, complaints n more complaints i had in my mind.. maths was seriously no kick but e english was "tok kong"! think i wun even get 50/400 for e english.. essay also can say fly kite le! juz dunno y e ppl in US england so power, maths so stupid.. got me hustled 4 so long in this 3hrs45mins exam.. u wun wanna try sitting in there.. pure tiring and boring.. u really need 2 know someone 2 share ur answers n sorrows during e 3 intervals of 5 min.. having a big hunch tt i might juz have 2 re-take SAT cos my grades would be so low.. lemme show u e marking scheme..
correct= 1mark
nv do= no mark
wrong= deduct 1/4 mark
=>this means tt if u do all n get <20% correct, u get zero!

* rushed over 2 sentosa straight away 2 meet pals like james, eddie, florence, wei xiang, qin xiang, darren n rizal.. this decision was made in a haste even when i had less than 1 hr of slp e previous night.. spent about 2 hrs at pawalan beach b4 heading 2 harbour front food centre 4 a array of hawker food.. dear dear had a superbly huge appetite; clearing $3 char kwar teow, ou jian, assorted fruits n wheat grass drink.. tt summed up my last trip 2 sentosa b4 i go NS..


* every1 left soon after.. all took mrt.. headed 4 tampines.. coulda accompanied them but dear dear was on bus concession.. took bus 10 wif her.. on e trip home, i wept n she wept.. gonna miss her so badly but it seems e impact on her will be harder.. was gonna send her 2 e 27 bus stop.. suddenly felt like holding her back.. her 2.. she begged her mum so hard juz 2 get tt nite wif me.. in fact, it was really hard on her! had 2 go home early in e morn at 8am so as 2 join her family in visiting her ah ma.. than she had 2 come back 2 my place at 11.30am so 2 go move off wif my family 4 my grandma's birthday bash.. oops! told her was 4 father's day celeb but.. yea! gosh! i really dunno how 2 survive in NS wifout her..


* went 4 al la carte buffet lunch at The Exalsior, Penisular Plaza Hotel.. $9.80+++ on weekdays n $12.80+++ on weekends.. really worth a try wif all tt dim sum, munchies n lunch.. e galores included har gow, feng zhua, fried chix wing, gou bu li bao zi, char siew bao n mango pudding.. tasted damn great compared 2 e 1 at crown prince.. shiok man! wads e hottest topic was definitely dear dear.. all were stunned 2 see her at this family outing of mine..


* then on, e adults parted ways.. e cuzzies(celeste, beek, dolly and me) + dear dear, uncle ah xiong, big aunt, aunt baby n her hubby went shopping.. we went 2 city link, then 2 suntec.. walked like nobody's biz juz 2 digest e heavy load tt juz came past every1's way.. wif tummies bloating, we went 2 shop 4 beek's court shoes.. she needed it 4 her grad ceremony in NUS.. juz got e news tt she had attained a 2nd upper hons degree.. heard she's goin on 2 masters in e future summore wor! really impressive..


* wif time, big aunt came 2 part n we settled 4 sum Yami Yoghurt at suntec.. e journey continued on till beek n celeste had 2 leave.. 2getha wif dear dear, uncle ah xiong n dolly left, we started our new event! yay! long time since i touched billiards! dear dear n dolly challenged pool while i and uncle ah xiong had snooker.. was a tough fight on both side.. phew! lucky day! dear dear n i emerged winners! knew uncle ah xiong let me de.. both of us were not really on form.. 3/5 of e racks were fight 4 blacks.. ended up wif a hefty $25.60 since both tables equally costed $8.40/hr.. we played 4 bt 1hr30mins b4 e stomach growling began..
lesson learnt: nv play pool at marina square!!! bo hua!

* had went 2 suntec food court 4 dear dear's fav.. was wad both of us had in mind when uncle ah xiong asked us 4 dinner suggestions.. e sweet and sour fried fish bee hoon was totally awesome! still liked it as much as e previous time i had it.. shiok! treating uncle ah xiong 2 game n dinner made us all broke.. he treated us wif drinks + rojak.. wad a nice way 2 offset 4 e diff.. luv him.. luv my family.. gonna miss them.. but luv dear dear more n gonna miss her like crazy..


lonely, i'm turnin lonely.. gonna hav nobody, 2 call my own..